1998-08-23 - 03:10:40

Sunday, August 23, 1998

My One and Only Beloved,

I have been bingeing this whole week and unfortunately I have gained eight pounds. Now I have to go back to starving myself, OOPS, I mean go back to exercising and dieting. Heidelyn has suggested that I burn calories by reducing the intake of food and increasing my activity level. Hummm, really, Heidelyn. On Friday, august 14, I went to the Gay and Lesbian Center with Heidelyn and her girlfriend, Laura. We saw a short film, as they would want me to call it. Trevor was about a fourteen-year-old boy who fails at suicide by aspirin. He befriends a cute hospital volunteer and they lived happily ever after. The End…

Not quite, for all I learned from that movie was that overdosing on aspirin will not kill you. It will just make really sick and maybe take away a few headaches. All of this suicide talk got me thinking of Charles Scholl, one of my first crushes. He was so cute and charming AND SMART. I used to do his homework for seventh grade history. The only thing that was off about him is that he wore his brother’s shoes that were too big for him. I wonder what he’s up to. I aim to find out.

I’m sleepy now, bye.

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