2006-03-26 - 10:39 p.m.

i've almost got a hang on this thing called "living." the more i do, the more i can add to my schedule. when i was at home disabled and without mobility, my time was used to rest and basically wait for the next day. after a while, days blended together, making them seem really short. usually it makes them seem long but not this time.

yay, life isn't as hard when you prioritize and take a step or two at a time. the only problem is physical stamina. i must take some time to rest or else i'll be to haggard to continue on my tasks.

the neighbors downstairs are getting more intense. the mother seems to have difficulties with her husband and oldest son. he tends to rebel and almost seems to have some mental retardation. for some hours now, he or the husband have been blasting their radio/tv speakers. i thought i could only be annoyed by the father's smoking, but you never know until you experience it. so now, i am annoyed by the oldest son blasting the speakers and slamming objects about in their apartment. i feel sorry for the mum.

i can't wait to be...me.

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