2006-01-31 - 3:33 p.m.

melody's party was fun. took my cousin cris with me. it's funny that melody asked me if he was gay. do gays hang out with gay family? i had not thought about it until now.

it felt good to go out and see some new people. i didn't mingle. i felt like and was the fattest bitch there. i seriously need to lose weight. since i won't do it for health reasons, i should do it for vanity's sake.

i thought that my cousin was going to shy away from everyone but he didn't. he actually talked to more people than i. i wasn't much in a party mood. i was actually very sleepy. i haven't been able to sleep well since my mother takes over my bed. also, having to wake up at five thirty in the morning to pick her up disrupts my sleep cycle. it doesn't help that i go to sleep at two in the morning.

mike, the hollywood video guy, still perks me up. too bad he likes girls. strange though, i like him better because he does. it does still sometimes bother me that i don't have friends to hang out with when they or i want or feel like it.

yay, i'm finally going to school. now, i need to fix my finances. and my citizenship. send money if you wanna help.

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