2005-04-21 - 9:38 p.m.

i returned to work today. i felt so lonely even though i was around others for the first time in two weeks. my cascading feelings of eternal sadness, loneliness, and despair can almost rival my intense physical pain and exhaustion. it is beyond my comprehension how i can feel so heavy and stiff, and yet so empty.

so now what??

i'll just wait and see.

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