2004-08-14 - 11:53 p.m.

more, more, more and more with less and less time.

difficult choices, human emotions, and financial stability in my hands. not as comprehensive as previously witnessed.

the weight of a car not handled with ease. four foundations needing adjusting. four foundations in constant movement. reduced balance.

someone unknown called me. it was not who i thought, who i needed it to be.

escaping is more like fantasy than dreaming. dry, quiet tears.

words can be erased, words forgotten. all memories are temporary.

too many facets to balance let alone control.

how long will i continue to go on? not long. the end is the period.