2004-07-01 - 7:34 p.m.

i hate the medical community. well, not all but mostly the specialists. stupid, mega-educated echelon. i have been trying to get an appointment with the neurosurgeon but i can't get through the recorded message. also, i have left messages and i have not heard anything from the doctor's office. sux. i, too, don't want to work at my current employer. the time i have spent away from the store gave me a chance to think about what i want to do. i don't know what that is but going back to that place was not one of my choices. grrr, stupid police helicopter keeps flying around as i write this. my crazy neighbor won't come out of his house. there's only four police officers, two relatives, and a psychiatrist waiting for him. he keeps saying that he is "X-files."

as for my pain, it has subsided but i am really, really tired. i am always tired.

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