2004-06-10 - 5:00 p.m.

a moment of clarity comes over me. i will take the opportunity to catch up with all that needs my undivided attention.

i have been feeling better as far as the pain goes, but psychologically i'm all beat up. i had episodes of uncontrollable tears...while driving and showering mostly. it's the best places to cover up and not be seen by people that know me.

i cheered up when my cousin came by to visit me because he was missing me. ah, i didn't know i was that annoying that someone would have noticed when i was gone. he even took the bus to visit. yay. i wish i had a man that would do that for me.

well, that's it for now. oh, i want to go to la pride but i don't think i'll make this year, either. the parking situation seems too complicated.

i can, however, see myself going to lincoln park to see the Las Memorias Wall being built 'cause i live on Lincoln Park Ave. it isn't far for me is basically what i'm saying.

ok, this IS it.

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