2004-05-09 - 10:00 p.m.

it seems that when i have anger toward one manager, i have anger against another. it is the same with higher management. it's all binary. cascading, systematic, failure infecting others. it's like that damn sasser virus. drats. i have so MUCH to do but i do not have enough man power or time. i am still sending my kids to burbank location. my actions go unnoticed, not that i want attention.

my brain keeps hurting from all the pills i have been taking. and yet all the pills i take don't take the pain away.

my back was killing me all day long. nothing stopped it and i hope it does not continue tomorrow. i felt like screaming. i certainly whined enough. speaking of, i need to rest. i'm out of pain killers, sucks.

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