2004-05-02 - 11:28 p.m.

x-boss had left me a message and it reminded me of how i felt bad that i could not hang out with him at the manager's meeting thing. i could see the moments that he wanted to chat with me but i was on the phone or i was talking to anne and vinessa. also, the times i wanted to speak to him but the pig-tailed manager was taking up space. i suppose it wasn't meant to be the time to catch up.

i called my old place of work and asked the temporary manager to give me a call back but she didn't. it will be assumed that she didn't call me back because i didn't call her back to let her know if i could cover her shift that one time. my bad. also, my x-boss must have been uber busy because he did not call me back today.

i miss the old days that i lacked responsibility and was invisible to higher management. i am contriving something with my boss and/or her muse. it should be fun. i feel like homer simpson when he imagined himself as evil Homer in a cheesy devil costume dancing about.

back still hurts. i failed my body and now my body is failing me. grrr.

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