2003-12-31 - 10:23 p.m.

dearest beloved,

a lot of things have happened since i last entered an entry. i felt a lot different emotions. yeah, mostly because of my uncontrallable mood swings. everything does work in the end or middle, depending on how you look at things. my intent in the future is too worry less and take more risks. i'm too old to be so careful. i'll calculate my moves less and hope for the best. i know i can always rely on my family.

my hormones are a little out of control as well. i'm craving physical companionship, but that can still wait a few more years. self-improvement is always my priority. this year will be my belle epoque.

movies i've seen: Lord of the Rings, The Last Samurai, Torque, Elf, May, Scary Movie 3, The Matrix movies, T3, X2, Timeline, and Highway Men. Nothing original. Ideas mixed with other ideas and gimmicks. Makes me kinda wish i wrote my own movie about how everything is linked together. it would end up to be a conspiracy theory movie. nah, already sounds boring.

'til next year...

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