2003-09-22 - 10:21 p.m.

beloved,

my janitor friend does not pay attention to me. he doesn't even look in my direction. i now remember why i did not say hi to so many people at the mall. it's okay. i still have my multiple personality disorder to rely upon. i can't rely on anyone for happiness but so many have companions. i must forget all of this and move on. i would burn down my kingdom to be a juggernaut. i pray to shiva to be a juggernaut.

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