2003-07-14 - 4:01 p.m.

dearest beloved,

i almost yanked off boss' insulin tube off him. i thought it was a beeper chord or something. oops. i knew he had diabetes but i did not realize that insulin could be administered in that fashion.

the Xboss, where are you?

i am awefully sorry i have not called you richard. i wrote the number down and everything, but i have not grown the courage yet.

i am tired and sleepy but i can't sleep with all this heat.

i am still super broke. if there's anyone out there with an extra car that works and is really reliable, can i have it? i guess not. i had to ask.

arghhhh. so hot.

well, i must go back to trying to live. i feel weird wrinting here where others can see. i get tempted to write messages to others, like richard and xboss. my diary was never meant for this. it was only meant to capture my ineptitude with the english language. my beloved is precious. my precious.

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