2003-07-08 - 10:18 p.m.

dearest beloved,

yesterday i took my cousin and fernando to the dmv. yes, fernando. the guy i was going to ignore because he never calls, but how else will he know i'm ignoring him if i don't call him?

well, i called him but i didn't leave a message and he returned my call. he left a message, twice. and then i returned his call but i can't stand it when he is with his friends. he is such A MORONIC SON OF...well so on, when he is with his friends.

he looks kinda different. he gained weight and got pierced. his hair is short and back to his original blond color.

he passed his test. this was his first try. and he drives horribly familiar to how i drive. i was so sure that my cousin would pass. this was her third time and if fernando could pass, she would do really well, but no. this sucks. she needs to get her license so she can drive us places. oh wait, i can drive. still, i don't know how to get her driving. she won't nag her mom to teach her mo' driving techniques. sigh.

i dropped off fernando,who i will not hear from for awhile, at his house and took my cousin with me to get my car aligned, again.

so the rack and pinion is fixed, and all i had to do was align the front end. but i knew better. there's always something else wrong with my car. Big O tires also aligned the back for like twenty bucks, but i needed some assembly thingy in the front by the swing bar thingys that fell off and partially fell off the other side. parts and labor were about the same, so the total was approximately one hundred eleven bucks. sigh...mo' money that i don't have.

sucks.

cousin got thirsty and she got buzzed. i had Horchata. she was cool for awhile but then she was trying too hard to convince me of, i'm not sure now, but of something. she was cursing to emphasize her sentences but it was so out of place. sadness.

we're all defective. and if we know we're defective, can't we change?

then we went to see Elf. and i can't say anything else about that. well, maybe just that you should see it when it comes out.

today, i went to work super late. i thought i closed the store but no. i was suppose to open it. ooh. i'm such a retard. i looked at the wrong schedule. duh. i was so embarrased.

oh well, i do what i want.

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