2003-07-01 - 1:04 p.m.

dearest beloved,

told me mom again that i will never get married or have kids. she didn't take it well. she said that god made me a man and that men get married to women and have kids. i told her that there's nothing wrong with me because god made me. she said that how i think is wrong. so i asked her if what i think or how i think is invalid. she actually said yes. i asked her what i should do. i asked if i should just kill myself because i'm invalid. she didn't answer because she was ignoring what i was saying. she didn't want to hear more.

my car is still at the mechanic's.

at least i spoke to Xboss.

i asked for a transfer at work.

i took the bus home yesterday and it only took three hours to get home.

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