2003-04-22 - 10:34 p.m.

dearest beloved,

if you are wondering, i went to burbank all by myself. my cousin totally forgot about me and went out and about with her boyfriend. my so called co-worker was sick, perhaps it was because i told her boss that she was abusing the aladdin machine. and my ex co-worker didn't answer his phone.

i was so sad. deeply. internally, almost shattered my ego. but then i stopped feeling.

the rest of the month has been so-so. i still try calling my ex-boss but he has his life to live. my cousin has a man. my x co-worker has school. and i have nothing. i like being nothing.

my job is losing it's charm.

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