2003-04-02 - 12:34 a.m.

dearest beloved,

i'm going to have to dump jeremy. he is incapable of comprehending me. it will be a great disappointment but i think i will be ok. *poof* just like magic, i'm ok. anyway, i am not improving at all. i think that quite the opposite is happening. that is not alright, nor will it help me in my ever-changing master plan. i'm tired, but not physically. it might be boredom, not too sure. saw red dragon today. i like it better than hannibal. the cheesy parts were not necessary, but forgivable. i am not sure if i spell that correctly. suck i do.

tomorrow, i will try my ever hardest to take cousin, co-worker, and former co-worker to burbank to screen a movie.

that should be fun. haven't spoken to mike much. i think that he finally replaced me with a much better version of myself, perhaps khang or marcus. either, or, it does not matter. luckily i am not in a fragile state of being. must go, it is late.

should i tell jeremy that i will not speak to him anymore? would that be insensitive? i do not think that he will find my absence a great lost.

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