2003-03-27 - 11:55 p.m.

dearest beloved,

lately i have been shifting moods quite severely. it might be time for me to get psychological, or even, gasp, worse, i might even need drugs. either way, it will most likely help me out.

robert has been coming by to work. it's good that someone comes by. and then, it's a little scary. i feel uncomfortable around him because he's so pretty.

i don't know if i can even like khang like i like mike. it's like comparing a lexus and a mercedes benz, a benz from the forties. anyway, i think everything will eventually work out.

i want to learn things, but my brain is slowing down at an irreversible fast pace. ...sigh...

my dreams can't save me from my reality.

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