2003-02-09 - 11:33 p.m.

dearest beloved,

although he is annoying, elliott is all i have left, other than my aunt, of course.

mother says that nothing else matters other than her love. i would like to believe her, but i don't feel anything especial in me. i can feel sad, angry, jealous, and so forth, but i can't seem to feel the positive aspects/facets of my emotions.

sounds like a song.

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