2002-11-17 - 10:54 p.m.

beloved,

so happy. my birthday was certainly different this year. i got cake and lunch and decorations and a big old sign. yay. it's hard to appreciate things when you get used to not having things, i am glaad someone remembered that i am a human being. if only i could remember that when i feel like i'm not worthy of using up gaea's resources.

thanks earthly god for the day.

in other news, the new machine is way better than the old one. that is only true when the new machine actually works as it's suppose to.

oh yeah, the day before my birthday i went to le bar at atwater village or near there. went in to the restroom and then got meself a drink. people were looking at me and so i left. omar was suppose to go with me but he could not go. fernando is becoming such a drama case. too much freedom is confusing him...almost as if the more choices he has, harder it becomes for him to choose.

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