2002-10-03 - 10:54 p.m.

beloved,

so i have not kept up my entries as much as i would like to, but i'm trying to live my life as much as possible. i am trying to wake up earlier and go to bed earlier, also. i still need to sleep lots though. i have to take naps. that sucks. i don't like sleeping in the middle of the day. it's like sleeping in the middle of a movie. i hate missing things.

so i spoke to omar and gave him my number. he told me that i cannot borrow his movie because ONE time a former friend of his took two movies of his when he moved away. i offered to lend him beautiful thing, jeffrey, muriel's wedding, porn, and for a lost soldier, but no. he still will not lend me ONE movie. that totally shattered any desire to speak to him. he did tell me that he did not lend out his junk, but i thought we were at the point that he would trust me. he doesn't think so. omar is very forward, so for him to think that we have not advanced in our future friendship is the reason i will not speak to him for awhile. he will not compromise on who he is and so i thought i had the same liberty. i guess he didn't see that.

well, i already spent too much time on him. what else happened?

oh, yesterday, i told rebecca to throw out the trash and to make sure that the racks don't have too much water in them. today, i went to watch jody do maintenance in the c-41 machine and there was trash in the lab and the racks had too much water in them. gack. and she made it very clear that she wanted to work in the lab. if she continues, i will have to nag her till she doesn't want to work with me.

also, i called big lots and left fernando a message about a job, but i guess he didn't work today. there is a part-time opening at ritz for salesperson. only part-time but he wants to get away from big lots, so i don't know if he wants it. well, i left a message. if he wants to apply, that's up to him.

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