2002-08-27 - 12:41 a.m.

dearest beloved,

the constant things in my life:

i'm broke.

i need a lot of work, physically and mentally.

my parents can't understand me.

i work in retail.

no true friends.

no self value.

well at least my new manager is really cool. there's only one thing that bothers me...he seems to be well-grounded, stable.

i cannot work with this..as in, i cannot play mind games easily like this. i didn't want to, but it seems that he expects them. damn you brain, i'm confused again. must reset. gasp.

i am getting tired of mind games, but what else is there?

i am so broke, i just needed to say that one more time.

i miss the thinner me.

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