2002-08-18 - 2:23 a.m.

beloved,

i don't want to do it. it is somewhat necessary to my existence but it can be managed. my stomach hurts from eating mall food. i have probably added ten years to my biological age. i wish the summer to end. i am angry at my old manager and yet i do not want to have my revenge. if i do go through with it, i will have to go through with all my old unmet anger and bitterness. i don't need more, i need less. and throw in some harmony. damn you chastity.

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