2002-06-09 - 12:54 a.m.

beloved,

i'm back at square one. i did not see michael today. his mother was there. i don't remember, was i suppose to meet her too? well, it is of absolutely zero consequence either way. i'm over my need to make friends again. i was so close this time. my cousin wonders why i get so forward. this is why. i lose interest quickly. i go through cycles. and now that i'm getting older, i am going through them faster and faster.

my uncle doesn't like me when he is not under the influence.

i don't care bout anything other than me today.

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