2002-05-18 - 12:37 a.m.

dearest beloved,

yesterday nothing interesting happened. i did see my ex district manager, carlos...yes the gay manager. i saw him at south pasadena. i told them there that i don't work at pic n save anymore. grrr. i saw esperanza, that bitch. she's still a bitch...

anyway. today i worked and life was sucky.. i took a picture with a digital camera and i looked fat... i looked in the mirror and i didn't look fat. one of them is lying. i'm leaning towards the mirror... he has been lying to me for years. i need to shave too. look too fuzzy.

i was going to call fiore and skinny (dominic) but it was late. i called lilly and my aunt instead. my uncle told me that he saw gumby there. i think he realizes that i kinda liked gumby..gumby if you are reading this don't get all excited. i get a lot of crushes on a lot of guys....even if they are ugly. don't feel special. anyway...i was like yeah i know gumby....and my uncle said he was just kidding and that he did not tell gumby that he was my uncle. so my aunt wasn't home and i told my uncle to have her call me later. she did and we were talking about how stupid rebecca is at work. she's leaving soon so it's all right...so righttttt.

well, tomorrow i work and i will give a present to jody. yes i know...she's two-faced bitch and let's face it, if i must, i can be one too. let's see who can keep it up the longest.

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