2002-05-11 - 9:20 p.m.

dearest beloved,

mom has the most annoying way of calling me. in fact, she's calling me now. it makes me so incredibly mad when she calls me like that.

i was in public today. i felt terrible when i wanted to kill a little boy that kept yelling like he was being hurt. it wouldn't be hard to kill him since he already yells like he is being murdered.

those thoughts need to be purged out. perhaps.

saw jasmine, diana, erika, lidu, rosie, and (gasp!) fernando.

now i must go see what mom wanted. i think i cooled down enough. now how to stop her from calling me over like that. it reminded me of that boy. wish i could have at least slapped him around, "shut up, your mom hates you."

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