2001-12-28 - 5:45 a.m.

dearest Beloved,

Sad to say that x-mas came and went without any memorable times. I did spend time with family but I do that from time to time. It wasn't x-mas-e enough for me.

It was an all-time record for me...absolutely zero presents for me. Sigh...it's good for the martyr in me, but feels kinda funny no one went to the ninety-nine cents store to buy me a gift.

I had to stay late at work today. There's going to be a suppossed visit from the district manager. I like to see Alfonso sweat. I am still lingering as to what my actions should be towards him for secretly docking my pay. Whatever it is, I must stay calm. Although, I am way due for an emotional outburst, hmm.

I gave Maggie a ride today. She must be cold blooded cause she always wants the heater on in the car. I made her listen to my Moulin Rouge Soundtrack CD, heehe.

I'm way behind in my bills.

I gained weight...have to purge or starve.

Or the dreaded exercise.

Sweating sucks.

Well see you soon, beloved.

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