2001-10-16 - 1:33 a.m.

Dearest Beloved,

I've been away for too long. Nothing much ever happens to me that is of importance. My life is extremely drab.

I had to discontinue my Pic N Slave web site. I was in the middle of converting it into something different but the Centre found it. How embarassing. It had guys kissing and a link to this site. That is why I locked this site up for a little while. Not to worry, however, I'm back and as terrible as ever.

Yesterday I went to my aunt's house for my grandma's and cousin's birthday party. I think my cousin is a lesbian but no one ever says anything. It's funny. No one ever talks about the homos in the family, they just make fun of other homos. My cousin Laura objectively pointed out my cousin's friends. She said that all the ones that looked like lesbians are Judy's friends.

It is of no consequence to anyone.

My aunt and uncle look poor. They even carefully portioned all the pork and chicken at the party. My uncle looks older and tired. He continues to be unamused by me. I shook his hand, which he likes to do with everyone, and he quickly moved his attention to something else. Maybe my aunt's poison about me finally numbed his heart.

I saw part of the group Krud. Mickey and Gabriel no longer look like twins. I think it is for the best. It will easier for me to fake that I care enough to remember who is who.

There's nothing to say other than all is for nothing.

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