2001-08-07 - 12:49 a.m.

Dearest Beloved,

My bloody ear is still hurting since yesterday. It is now affecting my cheek, jaw, neck and cranium.

Partial plan is now active... it seems to be working.

I'm very angry, also. My family hasn't been very supporting over the years and for them to think that I'm not supporting of them is plain old ridiculous. I cannot accept the fact that they only want to talk to me when they want something from me. I'm no longer available for that kind of attention. Father and mother were right, I should just stay at home. I shouldn't bother to deal with anyone. People suck, especially family.

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