2001-08-05 - 12:48 a.m.

Dearest Beloved,

Not much to tell today. Still I am disastified with the way things are turning out. I am severly disgusted with my body, not to mention my internal intentions.

So many bills to pay, and not enough money to pay them with.

I have now come to a new conclusion. I have come to realize that I died in high school. After which nothing really matters/mattered. It's all such a cruel attempt to change the past.

*Crystal tears slid my eyes.*

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