2001-08-01 - 1:53 a.m.

Beloved,

Again I saw someone from my past at work today. Rene from junior high came by the store to buy stuff. He already graduated from UCLA with an electrical engineering degree while I still live at home earning very little for so much grief. If my leg isn't throbbing, it is my arm that's throbbing.

I just feel so low. I keep waiting for myself to change. I can't wait for me anymore. I'm too lazy. I must find a way.

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