2001-07-19 - 2:23 a.m.

Dearest Beloved,

I saw Efren Duran in the laundromat today. I ignored hime the whole time. He did look my way many times to see if I was looking his way. If I was ignoring him, how did I know that he kept looking my way? Just 'cause I ignore doesn't mean that I couldn't look around.

Who is Efren? He is someone I went to high school with. At first Efren was sweet and fun. Maybe he was even a friend to me. Once he found out that I have a "special" dream about him and the fact that I asked about him at his work at the time (KFC), he publicly stigmatized me. He and all the male students in my classes that heard the story about he dream I had.

All of this happened at the same that Jorge found out, from the same person that old Efren about my dream, that I had a crush on him.

Going to the Spin Cycle in Monterey Road is becoming something I look forward to.

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