1999-11-01 - 10:49 p.m.

Monday, November 01, 1999

Beloved,

I am so mad at Jesse and Rudy that my head still hurts. I must contrive against them both. And I am also mad at Sal for throwing away my coffin valentines. I had put part of myself into those little coffins, so for him to just throw them away without regard to my feelings makes me think that he doesn’t even think of me as a person. I will make him feel the same as soon as I think of a suitable punishment.

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