2000-09-07 - 12:17 a.m.

September 07, 2000

Beloved,

There’s a problem. I can not follow through. Keeping focused is hard, but I have witnessed its immense power. I applied it at Target yesterday. I also must apply at Pasadena City College. I must leave Pic N Save, I must and I will someday, sooner than later, please. Barbara hasn’t called me, big surprise. Anyway, now I’m waiting for Isaac’s sister to return my camera. The reason I couldn’t find Isaac is because he didn’t go to Franklin. Isaac is someone from my elementary school years. I rarely saw him in junior high, but recently I had dreams about him and out of nowhere he showed up at Pic N Save. He looks very different…he’s really cute now. I am so shallow. I became very critical with people who are only interested in being acquainted with good-looking people, and yet I do the same. I always stare at good-looking guys.

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