2000-07-07 - 12:23 a.m.

July 7, 2000

B,

I’m sick, not just physically but wounded spiritually as well. We are in desperate need of money and I don’t know what to do. I know I have to get a better job, but where and doing what? I am not educated enough to earn a lot of money, but there’s many individuals who know less and nonetheless can and are earning more than I am. I’m distraught and confused. Also, my neck looks dirtier than before. I’m going to try bleach to see if I can white it out like the stains in my brother’s white underwear. Now I might have to have surgery to remove the wrinkled skin that makes my neck look darker.

I’m at the Spin Cycle right now. I have seen Melody and Efren here, how embarrassing. Have to go now, I have to go finish washing the family’s clothes…later.

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