2000-03-11 - 12:10 a.m.

March 11, 2000

Beloved,

It’s around two o’clock in the morning. I kind of feel bad for having been part of Barbara’s paranoia about being blamed for her laziness. Anyway, I been trying to starve again, but I’m missing the exercise component because of hip pain. Going back to Pic N Save, I really feel betrayed by Jesse. He cracked so fast. All I told Barbara was that she forgot to write down the refund she did for Marlina’s mistake. Jesse apparently thought I told her some other shit. I had to set him straight. They even had the nerve to call to involve me in their shit. And even though there was communication, the whole point was missed. The whole point is that if there’s any question about an incident, why not ask the person that was directly involved.

Mental Note: ignore Jesse, Rudy, and David.

Be monotonous.

Be unfeeling.

Be inhuman.

Be cold.

Be BLACKHEARTED.

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